Subject: When this began, I had nothing to say and I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
Current Mood: Depressed.
Current Music: Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

I don't know what's going or what has gone wrong in my life to make me feel like this. I cried last night a little...before I went to sleep. I feel as if I'm not strong enough to handle everything right now and...I feel lost in my life for once. I don't want to go to school anymore, I just want to sleep and sleep or lie down and think and wonder what went wrong and why...

All I could say was...why? While I was crying I was thinking 'why' and I was saying it too...I've never felt like this before, is this what depression is like? Why am I suddenly like this? I DON'T GET IT!!! I'm frustrated and there's no one that's here that can help me through this, whatever it is...I have to face this on my own before I'm so depressed that I don't want to do anything at all. I know there are so many people who'd listen to me...but they wouldn't understand and then there's so many people who would listen and understand...but they're not in Sydney! For once in my life, I feel truly alone.