Subject: In disbelief I didn't know...
Current Mood: Accomplished
Current Music: Linkin Park - Hit The Floor

HELLO!!! I am good. Let me tell you what I did today, and yes I'm going to make a big deal about it because I can't believe that I went through with it...none of you would probably understand it...but yes, at least now I can say I wasn't afraid and I did it once, at least.

Okay I made the biggest mistake EVER... I went to the trainstation early and a lot of year nine people saw me...so yes, now I know, never again, if I ever jig again, which I probably won't, but anyway...I took the late train and I met Prashant at Cheltenham station, we went to the city from there me panicking the WHOLE time, asking him what the time was all the time and saying...Oh now period 1 is about to end...etc. I got over that, but I still can't believe I did it!!! I was so so so so scared and paranoid, quite funny looking back on it now. So yes, it was a great day, we walked around the city and went to Circular Quay and ate at City Extra, I find that so amusing, jigging and then going to a restaraunt...teehee. Then we went to the candy store and now I have this giant lollipop which will literally take forever to finish. Then we decided to walk accross to the Harbour bridge and take a train from Milson's Point back toward Eastwood. Then we got to Eastwood at about 2:40 aaand we bummed around and then I went home :D

1. I can't believe I'm actually going to get away with this!!!

2. Now I can say I wasn't afraid to do it and that I did it at least once.

It's not really to be all hardcore and stuff...but more to say that I did do it at least once, that I actually did do something "rebellious" for once. Also my dad told me a couple of weeks ago that I wasn't the type. Lol...well I showed him. I probably sound really lame and all, but yes, I experienced it. Please don't slap me, but I just went against everything that I wouldn't normally and yeah...

I will probably post again after this.

Edit You know I couldn't sleep last night, I got to bed at about 10:30 and didn't get to sleep til probably 12:00, far out I spent the whole time thinking about today and what would happen and being paranoid and planning it all out in my head, at times I found my eyebrows furrowed in concentration, and I had to keep telling myself to relax and my heart to stop pounding. Eventually I had to get off so I'd be tired enough to go to sleep. *sigh*