Hello world! *waves*

I haven't updated this thing in so long... and reading back I can see why... I really shouldn't publicise the fact that I'm the biggest loser ever. *sigh* I have so many contradicting, hypocritical, confusing and just plain stupid entries in here. And now YOU'RE going to read it. Yes you.

Anyway... a general update? I can't write properly knowing that this is now going to clash with the real world... not that this isn't real... but... meh... it makes sense to me. ANYWAY (for real this time), gained a boyfriend, still working, still partying... currently enjoying life, probably too much... just waiting for something to go wrong... no wait... I'm supposed to be optimistic right? Which I am... in a highly realistic way... lalala... Okay that's it... I find that I've really got nothing to say... everything that I need to say is said or written in my precious diary. And now I can't update this safely =P No offense or anything... it doesn't mean no trust... I swear.

love MEi =)