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Monday, August 08, 2005
10:31 PM
 Subject: Ah... the trials and tribulations.Mood:  Distressed Hearing: SOAD - B.Y.O.B. I know nobody reads this... but I feel the need to discuss this topic with no one in particular; I'm thinking about leaving school. Yes I've gone through the pros and cons and I can see the benefits of staying... but is it worth the unhappiness? Isn't my happiness more important than education? I can always resume study when I'm ready, when I'm more motivated. I want to do it on my own terms. I'm intelligent. I know what I'm capable of. I'm comfortable with myself to know that I'll make it in whatever I choose to do it, but I need to do it when I want to. *shrug* I don't know! I'm so conflicted right now. And I know a lot of people would prefer me to just sit through it and bear it... but why? When I'll probably just screw it up. That's a year and a half of my life wasted. I'd rather think about what I want to do while earning money and doing what I want to. I feel like I've lost control of my life. I'm floating around with no goal and completely unmotivated. If I do this... I'll feel like I'm grabbing some shred of my life back. But I don't know if I'm doing this for the right reasons yet. I'm so scared though.
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This space, because of that stupid blogger frame, is here.
..Meiyume:
..Name: Alexer
..Birthday: 11/11
..Age: Trapped at sweet 16
..Location: Sydney, Australia
A bit ABOUT the GIRL? Well... she's thinking about having a
McDonalds PART-Y for her 17th
birthday. Her boss, Lucas
Paris - whose name she thinks is uberly funky like a spunky monkey -
laughed at her when she told him about her plans. She is
100% Filipina
blooded and proud of it, as well as being proud of her
Aussiefied-ness. Lately she's been feeling like the shit, but perhaps this is because
she is. As well as being
the shit, she's also one
psycho girl. Once, she was described by one of her dear friends, Leeser, as
humorous, evil, nice, cute and
kinky. H.E.N.C.K. Her current pick-up line is,
"Do you ever wake up feeling sexy?" The story behind this pick-up line isn't that long, but she feels she doesn't need to explain herself. She is
one confident cookie who has no idea why she is writing in 3rd person.
Finally, for now, she hates the non-metric system and thinks that they should all
switch to metric or suffer her wrath.
 <--- The Ninja Bread I have hired to protect me...beware... mwahaha-ha-ha-ha!
 Hey Doc. Today (31/7/05) I went to a barbeque and it was hella boring, but the food was pretty good. Right now, I'm listening to "Switch" and I feel like screaming really loudly into a pillow.
Recent Ramblings:
Randonimity:
Comic: Cheesestick of DOOM!
Define; GLOMP
Favourite Quotes
People Quotes
Blast From The Past:
Adoptees:
Links + Cliques:
 ¦ mocha!
 : "Be yourself, and you will always be in fashion."
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Ioan Gruffudd 
GIRL: a page by alex
Azrael: I am a Japanese School Teacher
Superman is a dick.
t3h s3x0r...
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3 my bananas:
noo pan-chan!
i think you should try and hang on =(. you're smart, a job, any job you can get easily, but highschool is just a one off thing.. before you face the real world.. and wouldnt u want to spend the last 2 years amongst your friends?...
;_;
Once upon a time, there was this guy called Opto.
He had done the whole school / a'levels thing and had a place in a not too bad university to go to.
Ermmm... and he's ran out of time to tell this story, but he didn't show up to uni for various reasons and kinda regrets it :P
*bounces back to work*
Yay! Another person you don't know making a comment.
I stayed in school but didn't try very hard...now I'm at uni as mature age with a family to support and it's hard.
Do I wish I had left school earlier? Yeah. I think everybody does. But I have seen opportunities made available to me because I stayed in school, that I wouldn't have got otherwise. I just wish I had studied harder.
What's the moral here? Regrets get you nowhere, so make sure your life choices leave you with none...
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