thursday. the day after my first valentines @ outback
"ahhhhhhhhhh."
it's so good being able to just sit here, with no disturbances, my awesome music playing nice and loud, the internet and a cigarette in hand. i'm actually now in a really good mood, and once again glad that josh has woken me up early. means i'll be more productive during the day and sleep at a decent hour.
wow. a sudden hit of appreciating josh. he's sort of encouraging/challenging/making/helping/supporting me to get another job and/or at least do something with my life. he's a positive influence in my life. it makes me really happy to be able to say something like that. i have an awesome boyfriend. how many people can say that?
the other day (tuesday i think) we got talking about money (as usual) and how he needs to do his resume and get a new job and how i've been thinking that i need to get a second job during the day because i need more money as well. so he signed me up to seek.com.au because he knew i'd keep putting it off. showed me where to look. then he woke me up early this morning. told me that he expected me to have updated my resume and sent it to 7-10 different jobs by 10:30 tonight. if i send it to 10 i get a surprise. god. he's even giving me incentive.
ANYWAY, so i'm in a good mood. i've only applied for one job... but i've taken a break to just chillax, update my journal at a nice pace and reflect and think stoner thoughts. it's fun looking for a job though, now that i'm in the rhythm of it. and i think about how fun and interesting it would be. the new people. the new atmosphere. new things to learn. something to do during the day. MONEY!!! =)=)=) but yes. so i'm quite motivated right now.
me and my dad were so on the same level last night. it was cool. had lots of awesome profound thought exchanges which all tied in neatly at the end. it was about different views on life, people, how my mum and dad have switched beliefs maybe as a sort of result of their divorce etc.
oooh. i've just gotten distracted by this old pamphlet i've kept and now re-found. it's for sae college. looks kinda cool. weird epiphany like train of thought which ended in the question: when did i stop not being sure and actually maybe wanting to do something like that? as in an audio or multimedia course sae offer which in the end will maybe offer me job opportunities in radio, recording studios, sound engineering etc. or advertising, design bureaus, internet etc. ?
hello again. not that you would know by reading this that i went and got distracted again. for an extremely long time since it's already 7:05 and i haven't had a cigarette since like...3! blah. i've only sent 5 job applications. i really can't be bothered to do anymore... it's the cover letter's. they're seriously killing me. why does there always have to be something so menial and tedious to go with everything that needs to be done? why?
now it's 9:20 and i think this entry shall come to an end til i actually have a particular thing to write about (not including my back logs!)
[Current mood: satisfied]
[Current music: matt weddle - hey ya]
"ahhhhhhhhhh."
it's so good being able to just sit here, with no disturbances, my awesome music playing nice and loud, the internet and a cigarette in hand. i'm actually now in a really good mood, and once again glad that josh has woken me up early. means i'll be more productive during the day and sleep at a decent hour.
wow. a sudden hit of appreciating josh. he's sort of encouraging/challenging/making/helping/supporting me to get another job and/or at least do something with my life. he's a positive influence in my life. it makes me really happy to be able to say something like that. i have an awesome boyfriend. how many people can say that?
the other day (tuesday i think) we got talking about money (as usual) and how he needs to do his resume and get a new job and how i've been thinking that i need to get a second job during the day because i need more money as well. so he signed me up to seek.com.au because he knew i'd keep putting it off. showed me where to look. then he woke me up early this morning. told me that he expected me to have updated my resume and sent it to 7-10 different jobs by 10:30 tonight. if i send it to 10 i get a surprise. god. he's even giving me incentive.
ANYWAY, so i'm in a good mood. i've only applied for one job... but i've taken a break to just chillax, update my journal at a nice pace and reflect and think stoner thoughts. it's fun looking for a job though, now that i'm in the rhythm of it. and i think about how fun and interesting it would be. the new people. the new atmosphere. new things to learn. something to do during the day. MONEY!!! =)=)=) but yes. so i'm quite motivated right now.
me and my dad were so on the same level last night. it was cool. had lots of awesome profound thought exchanges which all tied in neatly at the end. it was about different views on life, people, how my mum and dad have switched beliefs maybe as a sort of result of their divorce etc.
oooh. i've just gotten distracted by this old pamphlet i've kept and now re-found. it's for sae college. looks kinda cool. weird epiphany like train of thought which ended in the question: when did i stop not being sure and actually maybe wanting to do something like that? as in an audio or multimedia course sae offer which in the end will maybe offer me job opportunities in radio, recording studios, sound engineering etc. or advertising, design bureaus, internet etc. ?
hello again. not that you would know by reading this that i went and got distracted again. for an extremely long time since it's already 7:05 and i haven't had a cigarette since like...3! blah. i've only sent 5 job applications. i really can't be bothered to do anymore... it's the cover letter's. they're seriously killing me. why does there always have to be something so menial and tedious to go with everything that needs to be done? why?
now it's 9:20 and i think this entry shall come to an end til i actually have a particular thing to write about (not including my back logs!)
[Current mood: satisfied]
[Current music: matt weddle - hey ya]
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