sunday. plus one day of reflection.
i've successfully stayed home. spent the day in unreality, completely baked. couldn't comprehend anything my boy was saying over the phone. i'm so bad when i'm gone. but talked to marc for a bit but we were both immersed in our own activities to really trip out together.
i was caught up being all voyeuristic. exploring lj and looking at latest posts... sort of researching the people whose entries i find interesting. i feel like such a stalker. but hey it entertained me. i keep meaning to play baldurs gate but i'm so distracted with lj and the internet. i guess it's been a long time since i've had such readily available and comfortable connection. that's why i'm back.
i've just finished a cigarette and remembered that this time i was just going to write wherever my thoughts take me instead of tracking back and trying to continue on the theme of what i was writing about before all neatly. if that makes any sense. probably not because as i was writing that sentence i kept thinking about how insanely long it was. so was that one. maybe i should stop? wow. i get to ramble sufficiently. and sort of keep up with my thought process since typing is faster than writing.
so this is basically what i've been doing all day. it's only 11:10 now and i woke up at like... 2:30. yes i'm a lazy bitch. i know. i'm slowly but surely crushing the laziness out of me. which sorta reminds me. i've been reading my journal from start to finish... and i was such a hyper little thing. i have changed a lot... yet fundamentally i'm still me. i wonder what it would be like meeting my past self.
now i'm sorting through some old cd's. god i'm one sentimental bitch. anyway, so i start playing a cd and completely forgot what i was doing. my own music is sucking me in.
gotta make a cd for tonight's dinner. early night morning for me. the plan for today is: going to parra to spend the day with marc and spend the night at a dinner i don't have money for. then go back to mine and smoke up with the normal 5. so there's an idea of what to expect for my next entry.
[Current music: in public - kelis ft. nas]
i've successfully stayed home. spent the day in unreality, completely baked. couldn't comprehend anything my boy was saying over the phone. i'm so bad when i'm gone. but talked to marc for a bit but we were both immersed in our own activities to really trip out together.
i was caught up being all voyeuristic. exploring lj and looking at latest posts... sort of researching the people whose entries i find interesting. i feel like such a stalker. but hey it entertained me. i keep meaning to play baldurs gate but i'm so distracted with lj and the internet. i guess it's been a long time since i've had such readily available and comfortable connection. that's why i'm back.
i've just finished a cigarette and remembered that this time i was just going to write wherever my thoughts take me instead of tracking back and trying to continue on the theme of what i was writing about before all neatly. if that makes any sense. probably not because as i was writing that sentence i kept thinking about how insanely long it was. so was that one. maybe i should stop? wow. i get to ramble sufficiently. and sort of keep up with my thought process since typing is faster than writing.
so this is basically what i've been doing all day. it's only 11:10 now and i woke up at like... 2:30. yes i'm a lazy bitch. i know. i'm slowly but surely crushing the laziness out of me. which sorta reminds me. i've been reading my journal from start to finish... and i was such a hyper little thing. i have changed a lot... yet fundamentally i'm still me. i wonder what it would be like meeting my past self.
now i'm sorting through some old cd's. god i'm one sentimental bitch. anyway, so i start playing a cd and completely forgot what i was doing. my own music is sucking me in.
gotta make a cd for tonight's dinner. early night morning for me. the plan for today is: going to parra to spend the day with marc and spend the night at a dinner i don't have money for. then go back to mine and smoke up with the normal 5. so there's an idea of what to expect for my next entry.
[Current music: in public - kelis ft. nas]
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