Sorry
You hurt me a lot, so I hurt you back. I don't know if that affects you but I guess it does. I'm truly sorry for making you angry just then. I wish I knew what to do, but I don't. And yes you can't do everything, I was just asking for a straight answer. Sorry again. I'm going to sleep now and then I'm going to unblock you and hopefully have a sane conversation. I try to make you not matter to me but you do. And here you are again, mattering to me. I'm really really sorry. I don't know what else to say and/or how to say it. I want to walk away, but I don't and I know I won't and I know you won't.
Sorry, again.
[I thought I'd put this entry in, not because it's a particular, interesting event, or because it's a marker in my life, but because the way I wrote it was just so... poetic.]
You hurt me a lot, so I hurt you back. I don't know if that affects you but I guess it does. I'm truly sorry for making you angry just then. I wish I knew what to do, but I don't. And yes you can't do everything, I was just asking for a straight answer. Sorry again. I'm going to sleep now and then I'm going to unblock you and hopefully have a sane conversation. I try to make you not matter to me but you do. And here you are again, mattering to me. I'm really really sorry. I don't know what else to say and/or how to say it. I want to walk away, but I don't and I know I won't and I know you won't.
Sorry, again.
[I thought I'd put this entry in, not because it's a particular, interesting event, or because it's a marker in my life, but because the way I wrote it was just so... poetic.]
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