I'm confused.

I'm sad.

I'm angry.

I'm insecure.

I want to be selfish.

I will be selfless.

I will let go.

I'm really trying.

I will not distance myself.

This will work.

I'll make it work.

I won't be manipulative.

I won't push you apart.

I'll pretend I never knew.

I'll find a way.

I don't really know what I'm feeling.

I wish I knew what I was feeling.

I'm not making sense.

I don't like her.

I want him to be happy.

I want to know what he's feeling.

Sometimes I wish I never knew.

I could pretend I never knew...

I'm tired.

I'm numb.

I'm stressed.

I'm not trying to get attention by writing this.

I want to pick up the pieces of my life.

I want to know why he picked that time to tell me and why he told me.

I think I'm really not okay with this.

I want to be okay with this.

I need to be okay with this.

I'm going to stop my train of thought..

now