Subject: Sadly I've become so small...
Current Mood: Weird
Current Music: Arigatou - Card Captor Theme Collection

It seems to be my week for rebellious things. First jigging and now this.

I had my first drag today. A long, real, deep breath of it.

Yeah, I can't believe it either. And it wasn't just a bum puff either! I took a long deep breath...which I have a feeling I shouldn't have done. I coughed and spluttered and it tasted like crap. How my mum can do this everyday I don't know. I feel like I've permanantly burned a part of my throat away and it feels funny...hehe. I know what Dush means now by the burning in your throat lol. What scared me the most was I was staring at the cigarette afterward, thinking to myself, if I took another puff, that would be it for me, I'd probably have to keep doing it. :S That's not a good thing. I just wanted to try it, doing things like this all the time is really bad, but trying it once, I think, is alright. Experiencing it for yourself.

No offense Marc but all that crap about your head feeling lighter and crap, what bullshit lol, I just felt the same afterward, but maybe that's only because I had one puff...*shrug* I dunno really.

The look on Jemma's face, I think she knew I really took a deep breath of it in, I think she was shocked, I'm not sure...lol...maybe she wasn't expecting me to take that long a breath, the only reason I did was because I couldn't taste anything, but afterwhile it was like WOAH...it really burnt my throat and I started coughing lol. It took a while for it to kick in and when it did...woah, and even after all that...I feel as if I could do it again!!! That's really bad... But I know I won't :)

And that's my story for the day. Seems to be my "rebellious" week ei? lol...