Subject: Happy New Year!
Current Mood: Tired.
Current Music: Megumi Hayashibara - Anata No Kokoro Ni

To describe this year in one word it'd have to be... (i'd choose epiphanatic but that's just mimicking Dush) different. I guess... it's been a sort of rude awakening for me, that I can't really hold up that bouncy-always-happy face everywhere all the time. I mean, I still do, but there's a bit of reality in it now, a little less naivity in me now, in thinking that I could just be emotionless (in a way) so I don't get hurt. I've reflected a lot on myself this year and learnt so much more about me, whether I wanted to or not.

This time last year? Gosh I've changed so much, this time last year I was going through a "dilemma". I was doing things which I wouldn't do this year. I was so immature back then but in a few months I'll probably look back on now and think the same thing *shakes head * but that isn't the point.

My new years was so strange, I can't believe I was allowed to go by myself, I can't believe any of it at all, I'm looking back on it and I'm not believing it, but what's done is done and all in all I've had a wonderful new year with wonderful people.

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Jig. Smoke.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't make new years' resolutions because I know I won't keep them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope, I don't think so.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No!

5. What countries did you visit?
Philippines.

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
Discipline, Perserverance, Motivation, a Gameboy Advance SP, A boyfriend...

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
31st of December, It was an amazingly fun, interesting which later on rolled onto tense, but let's not get into that. It was a lot rolled into one, kinda like it was being crammed riiight before the year ended or something. I still thought it was amazing though.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting out of my little phase and picking up my game.

9. What was your biggest failure?
First semester.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
No not really, just the occasional cold etc.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Wow, I have no idea, I guess all my CD purchases this year. Wowee I'm sure I bought over 20 different albums last year.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Um...I don't know...Prashant?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Do I have to say his name? He knows who he is.

14. Where did most of your money go?
CD's, Mobile phone bill, Going out so damn much

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
TEH SNOW!!!

16. What songs will always remind you of 2003?
No really memorable ones but all of Dush's songs to do with our two fags I guess will do.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier...methinks.
ii. thinner or fatter? =)
iii. richer or poorer? Um...I don't remember, probably richer even though it's all draining faster than you can say...potatoes.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Gone to school, maths, homework.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Staying home, procrastinating.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
With family and family friends.

21. Did you fall in love in 2003?
Well, let's just say I realised it last year.

22. How many one-night stands?
None.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
*shrugs* TV is eevil but...Australian Idol I guess..

24. Do you dislike anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Um...no I don't think so.

25. What was the best book you read?
White Oleander - Janet Fitch

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Guy Sebastian? Gosh I dunno, I like so much different music...hard to say.

27. What did you want and get?
Um... a lot of things which I can't think of right now, but they were Bday and Xmas pressies.

28. What did you want and not get?
I dunno.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Kill Bill and White Oleander

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Ate at Ken's Korean BBQ Restaraunt with all my friends from different thingies...(GOG, Primary School, High School, Random...) then a sleepover with my closest friends. Was good. I turned 15.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Hm...A boyfriend? Or some hot lesbian sex.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Comfy.

33. What kept you sane?
Avya I'd have to say. And GOG of course.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hugh Jackman.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Meh...politics..

36. Who did you miss?
Hm...no one. If I missed them I'd organise to see them.

37. Who was the best new person you met in 2003?
Dusheyanthi.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
It's naive to think that you can just put on a happy face everyday.
"Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down" - Pushing Me Away :: Linkin Park
I dunno...I learnt a lot this year but I can't think of it all now.