Subject: Confusion: Affection Whore?

The afternoon started innocently enough. How I wished I'd stayed by Jess's side the entire night. But I couldn't. It fuelled my anger and insecurities. Putting it in those words provoke the emotions I felt last night.

I want to write about last night but it's making me angry and upset. I need to build a bridge and get over it (and myself).

Subject: Narrative Update

I was sitting at town hall, swinging my legs absentmindedly, cigarette in one hand, some form of food in the other, earphones in my ears and eyes to the big blue sky. My world has completely changed in such a short space of time. There's a feeling in my gut that I haven't felt in so long, when suddenly it hits me. I'm actually happy.

The music my discman chooses on shuffle matches my mood and the weather. I bounce to my music and smile and laugh to myself, not caring whether people think I'm crazy... maybe I am! But I feel king shit and that's what matters.

Subject: Updaaaaaaaaate! Bout damn time too!
Feeling: Crappy
Listening to: Snickers commercial (You have dishonoured us!!!)

Hmm... what was up with that comment on my last entry? Online personal's? No thankyou! Anyway, still haven't achieved any of my goals, only starting to get comfortable in my new life. I think I might move in with my father due to the lack of freedom I have here, the only problem is, I want my own computer, not that I have one here, but anyway... yeah.

Work is good. The people are good. Had my first evaluation and I did crap, but hey, how was I supposed to know? I'll do better next time, fow shizzle mahnizzle!

Umm... I'm online a whole lot more now, I think someone *looks at Opto accusingly* tricked me and ensured that I'd be online a lot. Not that I mind it too much, I just tend to feel guilty at my absences due to my life.

What else? I'm sick right now. Yay! NOT! I hate feeling sick... yuck yuck yuck. Erm... that's about it really. I could go in much detail about stuff... or I could not. I choose the latter because I'm lazy.

Goodnight.