Subject: "This sure beats pizza!"
Feeling: Uberly funky like a spunky monkey.
Listening to: Eskimo Joe - Seven Veils

After everything... he still wants to see me again. I'm still reeling at that fact... not that anything particularly bad has happened, actually, nothing bad has happened*. I'm just insecure** and at the same time elated that someone is interested in me. Life is so awesome right now... all I can say is... this sure beats pizza!

*I like the way his mouth tastes... the way his bottom lip feels... the way he smiled up at me... how sometimes we'd kiss really passionately and uncontrollably and then just really soft (with no tongue) and affectionately... I liked the way I fit into his arms... I liked the way he was really sweet... I liked the way he was really forceful (yay I don't have to be the dominant one... too much)... I liked how he traced the back of my hand with his fingertips... the list goes on because nothing like this ever happens to me. Oh but I especially like the way everything is meaningful. =)

**Is this serious? Does he really like me? Am I going to get hurt? Will he play me? I don't want to let on how much I like him... I'm so going to get hurt... There are better people out there and he still picks me... etc.